~``~...MaY's Musiic World....~``~

bored

2007-12-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

woopy.

ii finished [Love Contract] ytd.

woah.

so amazed by e ending!

A good one ii can say.

dahs.

hahas.

but it was very sad & depressing man.

wasted sooo much of my tears.

godz.

im seriously a drama-freak.

o.0

yeah.

shoo shoo!

school is starting real soon!

=((

HOMEWORK!

.......

nvm.

it also means that....

My TIWAN trip is coming soon!

hohos.

im going for svc tmr.

ii hope so!

haha.

.

2007-12-19T05:05:00.000+08:00

my prove for being so bored for once.

haha.

got this frm friendster post.

ii edited & wrote in my view & stand.

.
When she walks away from you mad

[ grabe her hand. ]
When she stares at your mouth

[ go near her dhen Roarrs at her ]
when she pushes you or hit you

[ leave her alone. ]
When she starts cursing at you

[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet

[ stand by her side ]
When she ignores you

[ attract her attention ]
When she pulls away

[ Grab Her Wrist ]
When you see her at her worst

[ tell her that you are willing to be with her in any happenings ]
When you see her start crying

[ hug her & embrace her ]
When you see her walking

[ Held her hand & walk wif her. ]
When she's scared

[ give her your warmth & protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder

[ Pet on her head ]
When she steals your favorite hat

[ offer to share wif her ]
When she teases you

[ tickle her ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time

[ ask again ]
When she looks at you with doubt

[ assure her to trust you. ]
When she says that she likes you

[ Say I love you ]
When she grabs your hands

[ pull her to you ]
When she tells you a secret

[ keep it to yourself & exchange one of yours ]
When she looks at you in your eyes

[ winks >< ]
When she misses you

[ miss her more ]
When you break her heart

[ mend it for her ]
When she says its over

[ give her a break ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and afteryou wake up
- Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick ; But watch your health
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the warmth.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, stay with her.
- Let her know she's important ; she should be
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

im bored !

2007-12-19T03:53:00.000+08:00

im bored !

lala.

every every thing seems so boring today.

ii finished watching WhyWhyLove ytd.

erms.

yes.

ii think thats e cause of my boring-ness.

nahhs.

not because it wasn't nice!

but because e show had ended!

IT WAS NICE.

hmms.

ii lyk e show more than average.

yeah.

dunno whyy.

people told me it wasnt nice.

&& ii believed it at fiirst.

sooooo.. untill now dhen ii watch.

uh-huh.

I LOVE IT.

e cast is all pretty & Handsome!

as for now.

ii had all my lights switched off.

Parents ,Bro & even Nini were sleeping.

hhmm.

ii just cant get myself on e bed.

lalalala.

wanna watch whywhy love!!

hahaha.

lyk go bonka lyk dat.

erhs..

no lahs.

im just simply a Drama-addict.

all in my mind is e 2 hunks.

Kingone ; 王傳一

&& Mike He ; 贺军翔

hahas.

make me wanna meet guys lyk 'em.

im not Hua Chi ! or Despo.

haha.

okok.

can see so that im really bored.

=.= , 0.0

ii wanna watch more drama!

oh yarr.

just watched [They Kiss again ; 惡作劇2吻 ] epi 1 hrs ago.

awee.

more & more nicenice drama coming up.

im going crazyy soon!

ii have shows to be re/watched.

-Bull Fighting ; 鬥牛。要不要

-Love Contract ; 愛情合約

-YY 3 + 1 ; 櫻野3加1

-It Started With A Kiss ; 恶作剧之吻

erms..

yesyes!

ii know school is starting soon!

arghs.

ii cant continue to be lyk this!
ii will be facing my O'level soon.

Godz~

Save me!

lols.

okok.

ii guess ii know what to do.

hmms.

no longer bored.

hahas.

ii reminded myself to watch more shows! T.t

Whywhy LOVE!

Rainie!

王傳一

Mike贺军翔

Sinfonetta VI

2007-12-16T19:49:00.000+08:00

Sinfonetta VI HAD CAME TRUE !

ii had seriously ALOT to say.

which ii dont think ii will ever finish all ii had to say.

ytd was a GREAT day.

the best day of the year.

this will be my last concert in main band le?

ii dont think we will be as fortunate as the sec4 this yr..

that can come back agian.

but..

ii seriously enjoys every single lil' second that ii spent in the band.

including those shitty days.

im serious.

these days..

will never ever get out of my mind ii sware!

ii prayed for the time to go slow ytd.

ii enjoyed so much.

regradless of all e breakdowns or out of tune ytd.

ii love the concert!

im thinking if ii will be able to join nxt yr's concert.

haha.

I LOVE CVMB!

I LOVE MIGHTY HORNISTS.!

I LOVE my clique.

okayys.

let me tok more bout concert in detail.

met Hornists in cp for breakfast in e m0rn.

yeah.

went to sch at about 11am to rush all e props for the last time.

(sad that drama still dint trun out to be gd.)

did the light thingy.

wahh~

nice.

ytd Me, Jess & Fion dint waste our efforts & my $20!

dhen got ready.

people started coming in.

moved all e stuffs down.

Erhhs...

my props!

at fiirst was all well mantained.

every thing shifted nicely up e truck & bus.

dhen reached VCH.

女人's hand droped out.

so ii fixed it.

yeah.

set up in e stage..

we were still very behind e secdue.

nvr mind.

so practice abit for phantom.

e rehasal was okay.

hais, but actual 1 dint turn out good.

dhen blablabla..

Time past very fast.

very soon.

the real thingy begins.

ii went up the stage to help with the chairs & stuffs.

saw many many audience started coming in.

so mom & bro too.

yeah.

after shifting ever thingy in place..

e band settled down on stage.

at fiirst abit nervous.

cos our position is so exposed!! t.t

dhen begains with

20th Fox's Century.

March Blue Sky.

CAVETOWN!

it's only after Cavetown that my nervousness ceased totally.

cos..ii knew ii played well !

everything so nicely played.

yeahh!

dhen when ii went into backstage.

ii saw others' happy faces.

&& people was saying that we played very well!

I felt so GREAT. =))

ii rushed to help e sec 1s wif their costume.

dhen into e props room to do the lights.

everything was okay.

again & again ii asked em to becareful !!

but.....

thinking && hopping that phantom will be better...

we went back on stage.

Phantom Of The Opera

The song begains...

ii can feel lyk e 'seh' was not there anymore.

ii think is because we are all tired le...

hmms.

dint really have e gripped myself too.

dhen there was

1 or 2 obvious breakdwn as a band.

dint play well.

that was not as expected.

so yi han.

dhen.

the props !

dint come up well enough!

OMG!

they spoild our pipe organ.

u know how much time & effort we actually put in that thingy?>

MANY!

ask u guys to be EXTRA careful liao..

dhen still..

wth.

e whole thing broke into 3 parts.

Godz.

my Xin tong!

dhen afew lights wasnt working.

haiis.

Dont u know how to try fixing it back???

ROarrs.

.im so angry.

ii placed in so much hardwork & effort.

& e drama dint turn out to be good.

sad.

nvr mind.

ii still enjoyed e concert!

dhen aft that.

Disney Revenue.

jap graffiti XII.

can hear dhat e band tired le.

actually.

for me..

still nth much.

lol.

cos..

e first half..

ii not tired at all.

playing 2nd for Cavetown.

that 4th for Disney & jap.

ii still can take it man.

lols.

ii feel that e concert was really short.

NOT ENOUGH!!

okay.

followed by Encore pieces.

if we hold on together.

which is e seniors delication.

yeah.

so touched.

some cried.

Goodbye My Love vocal by simon !

for this.

thanks to Simon..

ii almost cried while playing.

so touched..

ii feel sad also.

this is my last yr le..

to playing in the main band for concert.

=..(

dhen last song.

ii almost forgot bout that song.

haha.

Ruldoph The Red Nose Reindeer!

so cute..

all of us put on Reindeer band & Christmas hat.

e effect was good.

people cheered.

=))

everything ended.

lyk in split second....

shifted everything down..

took few photos.

haven really got my photos yet..

later ii go steal !

dhen went back to school.

on bus..

ii think though e concert..

memories! will never go awayy.

back to school.

as usual.

speech given by many.

&& that Ms wong is leaving.

ii huged her..

ahaha..

& she cried while giving her speech.

so touching.

ii wanna cry too.

but dint..

Cos...i have no reasons to do so.

yeah.

=))

Good Bye Ms Wong!

fun fun night.

took lots of photo with peeps.

dhen we went to Hougang eat supper!

so enjoyable.

Happy Night!

ohhh yarr...

Moo came up to backstage aft that.

Thankyou moo & bf for coming. =))

Thankyou jiejie & bf too.

&& Mom and Bro too!!!

yeah!

I LOVE COMPASSVALE MILITARY BAND!

i'll upload photos soon.

Lots of Love , .

May Lee .

back!

2007-12-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

im BACK !

(post originally should be on 05.12.07)

it was a niice yet suckiie band camp.
everything should be good frm e begaining.

except e 2nd dayy night.

*dont wanna mantion ,

as ii dont wan to make someone sounds bad.

our musiic part was good ii can say.

thats e onlyy thing ii can rejoy for.

1st Dayy :

reported.

late for 5mins.

once again ,

ran 6 rounds.

feel sad sad.

yeah ,

dhen band practiice starts.

musiic part was alright.

all e way.

Untill lunch.

food was not fantastic.

as usual.

ate wif e miighty hornists.

im falling in love wiif my sect more & more each dayy.

yupps.

even my sec 1 is so cute & nice.

hohos.

dhen after lunch ,all e way in band room also.

aft e niight pract.

we went to resource room to watch phantom.

omgomg.

ii love e ending part.

so nice ,

falling in love wiif PHANTOM OF THE OPERA too.

haiish ,

& ii was asked to do props once agaiin.

haiis ,

ii dont wanna say much ,sad.

because of this stupid props stuffs ,

brought me into sooo much of troubles.

Er asked me ,

why must ii get myself into so much trouble?

[is trouble come find me 1!!!]

wth luhs.

still got people ask me.

"ii tot is u volunteer to do props 1..?"

( it sounds soo sour huhs.)

my foot.

ii did say before.

*you come beg me ,ii also wont touch props.

omg ,

ii cant believe why am ii dying so hard for it once again now.

ii guess none of ur can understand how ii feel bahs.

ii can dont care 1 lehs.

but why am ii working so hard for it?

for e band.

ii did almost everything for e band.

yarr.

&& u guys only know how to give f. comments.

you can sayy...

" dont do ,dont do lah ,as if u r needed."

yesyes!

im waiting for that.

please tell me that.

nahs ,

ii dun wanna compliant le,

but ii promised.

anytime when e band need me ,

ii will be there.

ii m doing whatever ii can do.

if ur not happy ,

just tell me off straight into my face lo.

dont pass msg here & there.

( people says ,im making him sound so bad.

im sry ,

& yes ,im hurt by that sentence. :'<)

2nd Dayy :

woke up.

wash up.

wasn't late.

do breathing exercise.

Drank water.

ate breakfast wif Hornists.

( hohos!we finally have man liao! )

Dhen band till lunch.

was good. =D

soo sleepy ,

but ii feel soo happy &

brighten up when ii heard e praise.

yeahs ,

went for lunch.

food was never really good.

&& ii heard that we will be having a combine for phantom wiif e sec 1s.

ii was initially so excited && happy.

dhen when we shifted everything so nice nice into e hall.

Jess told me that ii will be doing props wif her.

haiis.

=(( so two of us ,

we did our props outside band room.

im sry jess ,but ii was seriously dragging my foot there.

& dhen dinner tym ,

Jess left for her BBQ session outside.

ii went for wash up & was late for dinner ,

after clearing up all e trash left over.

after night band pract.

continued doing props.

there's when things happen.

nvm.

skip skip.

dhen went to sleep.

slept kinda well ,

but a very short while only.

3rd Dayy :

woke up late.

wash up.

& was late for fall in.

as suayy as.....

those ppl who stayed to do props...

All was late!

except peiyun.

lols.

ii find that funni actually.

so ran 10 rounds.

dhen kenna shouted at.

yeps.

ate breakfast.

went into band room.

dhen kenna niao once again.

its a rotten day for me.

yeahhs.

e punishment for being stubbon? was to use game tym to do props!

(yes, ii take that as punishment.)

yay.

nvm.

so do props...

do do do..

untill e treasure hunt game.

yeah.

dhen dinner.

blablabla.

home sweet home.

4th day is e best!

hahas.

ii had quite rotten days somehow.

yeah.

ii guess this camp will leave e most most deep inpression in me bahs.

throughout these 3 yrs.

haiis.

aw

2007-12-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Off For Band Camp.

.

2007-11-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

hohos.

my star or whatever.

lovelove

2007-11-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

tmr got band! -.-

todayy,bought Bikini to the VET.

('Bikini' is Nini's new name.
giiven by KIMBERLY LIEW)

erm.

she's injurd or rather sick again.

e previous injury on her gum hasn't heal yet.

erms.

dhen she kenna Ear infection also.

awee.

ii sincerly pray that My giirl will be okay~

Get well REAL soon.

or else ii will be mentally & physically Broke.

ii paid $175 today

+ e $33 e prevoius

&& a check nxt 2 wk.

ii still had to send her for a Dental Care

which will cause bout $200 plus.

I need a JOB!

to help my mom a lil'.

iim huanting for a job for real this tym.

Giirl..

Zeh Zeh love love you.

..

2007-11-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

erms...

nth much todayy.

wake up.

BigBig rain & thunderLightnings.

awee..

hate it.

dhen e electricityy triped again.

luckyy bro was around.

Mom wasnt at home.

ii thought she hasn't came back since ytd.

Bro also never tell me much.

yeahh.

out of concern,

called her.

dhen ii know that she came back long ago.

&& still giive me e irritated voice.

arghhs.

Mom came home dhen bought us to Jack's place for dinner.

niice.

bought Secret DVD.

watched.

niice.

upload some photo bahs.
.
SENTOSA trip :

haha! Don ; while waiting.It's my 'Super messy-hair' day.

Song Of The Sea

MIGHTY HORNISTS!

Loves my giirls~

Dinner Night.

Life's good,only withou thunder storms.

hoho!!

2007-11-17T03:44:00.000+08:00

hoho!

ii finally learned how to dryy my haiir.......

with a HAIR DRYER!

hahas..

erms.

jus dat.

ii've bought myself a hairdryer....

some tym ago.

yea,a long tym ago in fact.

ermmm...

&& ii dun lyk to use iit!

erm.

rather dunno how to use it ii can say

haha

but..

today!

ii dried my hair with a hair dryer.!

cos too late bathe liao,

dun wan let my mom know.

hahas ;

(in e end also got scolded.)

todayy is a tiring dayy for me.

also dunno whyy.

slept for so DAMN long ytd.

erms.

went for POP for e BM & DM.

yeah

Congrats to Xinyuan & chih Ren Boss.

haha.

so...

aft that dine in NorthPoint.

dhen.

ii headed to Punggol...

To giive my Moo moo her Bdae present.

yuppx.

with Penguine & Arthur.

tok tok tok.

dhen headed back home.

tired.

tmr got band.

aweee...

haiis,must wake up early.

sian.

dint really have any good rest for e whole holi.

feel sick.

gonna rest soon.

ii guess i'll have to addapt once again..

in band.

ohh yarr..

&& ii dun needa do props anymore le..

now, u come BEG me..

ii also wont lay any of my fingers to help.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM YINGYING

.Moo.

牛肉.

laogong!

...

2007-11-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

ii seriously had a good cryy awhile ago while watching [WonderfulLife] last few epis.

Godz.

it's really a nice show wiich ii really really dint want to end e show.

awee.

so fast jiu finish e show le.

erms.

e last few epis were really touchiing & sad.

Cried hell lot.

Mom joined me & sob-ed alot too.

hahas.

e lil giirl iis really sweet.

my god.

it will be great iif that series can go on & on..

lols.

e one & only show that i could tahan e whole series to read e SUBS!

erh.

ii never lyk to do iit,

but to take e easyy way out which iis......

to watch e Chinese version!!

hahas.

but this tym round....

e chinese pei ying really CMI!!

kns.

lols.

so..

for e whole 17 epis.

ii read e Chinese Sub.

had a hard tym doing so.

but all worth it.

hahas.

im still dooling in e show riight now.

all in my mind iis Han Shin-Bi !

It was really a very niice show.

which worth to watch it even without sleep!

so people!

although its quite a 'old-show' (2005)

but DO WATCH IT!

tmr is band dayy.

oouish,

gotta wake up early.

dint feel any excitment or intrest for tmr.

awee,im sorry.

&& MayLee gotta start working on Props making real soon.

erms.

i'll be doing on e Phantom Graveyard sence.

hope every lil' thing will be alright.

so cute & so sweet ; just lyk angle.

song

2007-11-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

uploaded songs on my blog.

ii lyk this song.

so nice.

cannonball ; by Damien Rice

Still a little bit of your taste ;

in my mouth

Still a little bit of you laced ;

with my doubt

Still a little hard to say

what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost ;

your witness

Still a little BIT of your face ;

I haven't kissed

You step a little closer each day

till I can't say

what's going on
Stones taught me to fly

Love taught me to lie

Life taught me to die

So it's not hard to fall

When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song ;

in my ear

Still a little bit of your words ;

I long to hear

You step a little closer to me

So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly

Love taught me to lie

Life taught me to die

So it's not hard to fall

When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly

Love taught me to cry

So come on courage!

Teach me to be shy '

Cause it's not hard to fall

And I don't WANNA scare her

It's not hard to fall

And I don't wanna lose

It's not hard to grow

When you know that you just don't know

Friendly

2007-11-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

FRIENDLY is the word!

me

2007-11-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

done whatever ii can do.

cried whatever ii can cry.

okayys.

erms.

today went out to kovan meet 'em.

shop abit wiif kimmy for my dinner's clothes.

dint manage to get any.

dhen.

Don & mitch bowl-ed.

yeah.

dhen went mac had my Happy-meal.

dint feel happy at all.

hmms.

thats all for my day.

spent my day in misery.

go out sad sad,

come back also sad sad.

erhmm..

ii want to go back to church!

sadded.

maybe iis becos ii done smth wrong

&& ii really need to repent.

lols.

missed Him seriously.

maybe tmr not going to band.

ii need a break,

need Him too.

dint wish.

...

2007-11-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

hohos..

finally settled dwn after my long day?

erms.

fiirstlyy~

let me lay out what ii should do aft this bahhs.

hahas..

iim going to bathe after blogging.

& dhen fiinish up e sort of "family tree" for e nabehhss...

hohos..

having voting wif Yuen Nabeh's work.

lols.

ii sure win de luhhs.

&& dhenn...

iim going to fiinish up my last 2 epi of Spring waltz~

sian sian.

tmr got lesson.

ii dun at all feel lyk going. =((

&& as you can see,

it's turning so late now.

lols,ii dunno how im going to fulfill what ii listed out.

erms.

anyway.

My Dayy:

woken up by my mom's screaming iin e morning.

as usual.

ii dint feel lyk waking up.

ii still got another hour awayy frm band tym.

so ii went back to slp.

resulting that mom dun wanna drive me to sch.

so when ii wake up at 8am...

felt so damn siick.

so ii sms-ed simin saying that i'll be late.

erms..

sleep untill ii shuan first.

haha!

so ii went back to sleep..

untill.......(confidential)..........

lols.

woke up den ii realised dat yuen & Tan Nabehs also dint go.

erms.

so ii cab-ed to kou fu to meet e rest for lunch.

**ii met someone whom ii dint wish to see.

dhenn..

dint eat.

went back to band.

eeekkk..

what a siian dayy.

ii shouldnt have came.

sobs.

sectional abit & finished up cavetown.

that's all for e day.

erms..

have been real emo & bad mood during band.

haiis.

ii blup-ed out all my pourings to simin.

so ii felt damn bad just now.

much better now though.

ii really dun lyk that kiind of feelings!!!!

although....我决定了!!

but but...

iit hard & tough you see.

ii need tym!

yeahh..

so that's all for band.

erms.

aft that draged myself to eat at KFC..

really really feel lyk leaving that place at once.

iin e end still manage to go thur all hardshiip.

cos ii promised to help somebody.

& ii must do it!

ii really dint know what to do at times..

so im sry iif ii really did wrong things.

so few of e nabehs + others went for bangbang agaiin.

yea,

not a bad game.

though not as fun.

walk-ed home.

thanks for showing your gentleman-ship ; BLACKMAN!

hope you will enjoy ur dayy wif my baobei giirl tmr!!

=DD

ii still went for supper wiif my mom. =X

ohhhh...

& another thing.

haiis!

tmr got lesson.

( ii guess? )

ii dint feel a bit of intrest in going.

shyt~

ii felt lyk iim not at all readyy to face "O"s

=((

cant get myself to face homework.

godz.

godz godz godz.

finefine.

走一步算一步 bahhs.

anyway.

ii seriously look-ed forward to THURSDAYY!

outing!

but..

afaired & worried at e same tym.

everytym we plan for smth.

sure got smth unhappy happen.

haiis.

GOD!

Protect this outing this tym. ^-^

ii hope that we can make it a fine nabehs outing luhh.

oh yarr...

ii seriously dun lyk iit when someone ii treated as a so good frwn..

alwayys lyk to hang e sentence.

"ii dont have any true friend"

ard him/her.

its so hurting you know.

erms.

so what iis those friendshiip dat we placed in so much,

counted as to you??

erhhs.

dissapointing & upsetting.

ii guess you only treat him/her as your frwn bah.

ii hope my dream can come so true this time

ss

2007-11-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

Let me sayy sorry to that "victim" fiirst..

haha.

& sorry for making myself so fustrated!

after taking a cold bath..

ii felt much better now.

ii realised that iim coping so well wiif my own anger now-a-days.

shall praise myself abiit huh.

ii realised ii usually dun wish to get pissed by my frwns.

you are are ones that ii 不愿意 get pissed by.

erms.

anyway.

im sry God.!

ii almost being ungreatful jus nw.

ii should be greatful for today!

as iin ii cant denie that ii really enjoyed myself just now at e swing..ect.

My DAY :

as usual.

woke up by a call.

saying that we wanna go bangbang.

erms.

so wake up..

slack abit..

then went to plaza iin e late afternoon.

erms.

stupid Arthur & jj!

as usual MIA..

so ii met Jess fiirst.

erm.

forgot wad we did liiao,

but iin e end we went in e bangbang shop fiirst.

played awhile.

den very long later...

that 2 nabehs. came boo-ing us frm e back..

dhenn.

jess went off for chalet..

so we stayed a lil' long playing bangbang.

erhhs.

toopiid,waste my 6 bucks.

=(( !!

aft that,

kim came.

so we went to eat dinner.

ate e hg childhood chicken riice.

yum yum.

at fiirst wanted to studyy a lil.

so we went to library.

they did a lil of work?

obviously ii didn't.

but ii guaii okayy.

borrowed 2 books to read.

den kim suggested that we go play swing.

&&&

ii earned myself a sundayy strawberries!!!!

hoho!

thankyou yuen Nabeh!

hahas..

okayy.

ii seriously enjoyyed myself at e swing.

hoho.

fun fun.

very long never play swing le..

lols.

funnii thingy happened.

jj fell..

& ii almost flew!!

erhhs.

anyway.

dunno how & how...

ii got myself so pissed jus nw.

so walked home lo.

erms.

bought 100plus on e way back.

eeekk...

very nan he.

erms.

although..

ii guess nobodyy realised that ii got really pissed jus nw..

that ii almost tear-ed on my way back...

(whiich ii dunno wad caused it)

but.....still wanna sayy.

we should appreciate every lil' moment we spent together as the NABEHS.

cos ii guess joyy wont last.

ii looked forward to every lil gathering we were going to have!

=DD

how ii hope ii wont get any dissapointment ;

when ii've areadyy recieved so many.

tmr iis band dayy.

ii dun look forward to yet at all.

ii shall be greatful for every lil' joyy that iim going to have

big weriido!

2007-10-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

iim a big BIG weriido!!

happen to go view hiis bloggy.

(so extra,serve me riight!)

started to feel damn werid.

his whole bloody blog iis filled wiith his so-called,crush?

haish.

den ii start to feel so werid.

ii somehow feel that..

.................

fine fine.

he's not worth iit ii know.

but...

ii really wiish to know whos that giirl.

is she really that niice?

but who cares?

(thats why ii say im a weriido.IDUNLYKHIM!)

enough wiif my craps.

anyway~

im stinky riight now ;

very stiicky too!

hahas

ii just came home after 16hrs out.

erms.

wiif JJ,Penguin & Arthur

went band iin e morn.

met for breakfast at 8am.

den all late late late.

lols..

iin e end late for band too.

kenna niao~

erms.

went for lesson in e mid of band.

haiish,slept in chem lesson.

damn sleepyy!

den ii go back band for another hour.

felt so energetic!

hhhaa..

werid werid.

yepp.

band ended at 1pm.

so ii went for Emath.

whiich totally spoils my nice day.

fook it!

mood swiing~

(sryy kimmy & frwn iif ii have a real bad attitude jus nw,but ii guess u giirls are so used to it?)

den dine at CP.

slack-ed.

& went for BANGBANG~

wif blackman. Arthur. Penguine &

Mrs Mohammud Jessica Neo Na Bei *toktok yyiiiiiiaaaaaa!

HAHAH!

jess name damn longg!!!

fun BANGBANG game todayy.

ii dun lyk iceworld !!!

den went to eat at mac.

walk-ed home wiif e 2 macho( iim sry,ii lied)

homed now,

so damn stiicky & smelly!

lazyyy to bathe,

blog finish fiirst!

hahas.

anyywayy!

Arghhh~

when ii blogging,

its raining..

which means,ii will have a nicenice sleep!

buuuttttt...

it has stoped!!!

MAMA!!

anyway,

ii have a great dayy today.

iim glad to meet this bunch of friends!

ii always laugh alot,a true laugh.when ii was wiif 'em.

Thankyou God for placing 'em in my liife.

they are one of e best things that had appeared in my life.

(Nini aka BIKINI is e other 1)

ii love my friends!

somehow ;

ii pray that they will never leave me.

thankyou for laughing wif me whenever im low or high

____somehow,ii appreaciate that & ii know im crazyy.=D .

hoho!! screwed exams.!

2007-10-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

hey yo.

so long nv blog le.

ii got back all my results le.

& screwed em badlyyy...

yea.

im glad!

that ii passed my ENG.

as ii always sayy.

rejoice for every lil thing that you can rejoice for.

cos..who knows wad will happen e nxt moment?

or u wanna live ur liife wif gumpy face each day.

yea.

anyway.

ii failed 3 subs for my EOY??

erms.

Amath.(a known fact)

Emath.(=(( )

SS/HIStory!!!!! (how can ii fucking fail this????)

erms.

ii still dun understand sehhhhh..

how can ii fucking fail my history...

ii wrote alot alot.

den she giive me whole qn 0ZERO?

DARN.

ii scored 33/50 for my SocialStudies.

HOW CAN I GET 12/50 for my hiistory???

II STUDIED LUHH. FUCKING BITCHH.

yea.

so ii flung my history.

HA.HA.

how can ii?

wanted to look for chong ytd.

jus cant locate him anywhere.

erms.

den today wanted go clarify de.

but never go sch.

shyyttt..

den cant le.

haiiiiisssssss.........

woopie.

ii jus reciived my result frm kimmy.

THANKYOU!

erms.

not well done.

also not very griiefing.

erms.

Good news !

I GOT C5 for my ENGLISH!

will ii never had passed once this yr.

really did real well for my EOY.

haiis.

but ii got no A!

ii tot ii can get at lease a A2 for my Art.

but ii've go B3.

cos ii've got 73 for my EOY.

erms.

hahas

okay fiine,anyway.

is out of e blues.

cos iim not gifted.

yuppx..

my overall guess is okok de bahs.

dun kare luh.

okayys.

Arthur wants us to say wad we think bout him.

erms.

hahas.

good qn.

okayy bahs.

share abit.

anyway,ii never lyk ppl asking these qns.

yeps.

lets be frank yar.

ARTHUR YUEN MUSHROOM:

ii find that he's a very niice frwn.

erms.

nice to hang out with..

he's dat kiind of friend.

dat ii wish to keep in contact with for a very very long tym.

lyk 10 yrs?20 yrs?30yrs?

yea.

got any probs can share wiif him.

erms.

but ii realised 1 bad thing.

is dat when he got prob.

he jus wont share wif anybody.

den always say nobodyy cares.

but iis that u ownself never share!!!

lols.

okok bahs.

thats lyk all?

ohh.

den sometym u need help.

he bu yi ding will help huh.

hahas!

rejoice for every lil thing you can rejoice for.

_____cos you'll never know when you'll die......

..

2007-10-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

You Are Surrealism

Dreamy and idealistic, you've created a world that is all your own.

It's very likely that you've either dabbled in drugs or are naturally trippy.

You are always trying to push beyond the boundaries of your culture and society.

You believe that art, love, and freedom can change the world.

What Art Movement Are You?

...=O

2007-10-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

hoho!

im half way through to Freedom ~

wee wee~

3 more weekends for chionging art.

den~

2 more days of sleeping in hall.

JUI FREEDOM LE!!

lols.

left wif Emath 2, Amath & history.

LOLS!

my Amath dun need study de luhhs.

sure get 100% !

okayys.

hmms.

past few days de exams iis kiinda alriight.

scared my Eng only.

e rest fail jui fail,

pass jui pass lo.

also dint really giive a damn to my results.

but ii jus simply wanna pass my Eng & my overall~

woopiies~

let my simple dream & desire come true please~

not too much yar?

ii jus wanna pass my Sec 3, to Sec 4 exp.

ii also dun kare wad people will say & crap.

get behind me please~

help help!

ii really really need a printer & a scanner!

my research for my art iis 0% done!

HELPP!!!!!!

any kind souls?

hmms.

Done my summary le.

but ii STILL NEED PICS!

& PRINTINGS

observation still need to chiong lyk 5 of em?

over e week ends.

den development not planning to do alot.

jus copy a few frm somewhere

den change e name to "MY development".

lols.

+ 2 more layouts~

woohoo.

den can slack untill ii die liao.

hoho!

wahhhs~

ii say untill so simple.

lols!

but is ALOT ALOT to do!

almost ALL not done sia.

hmms.

anyway.

ii've long decided not to care bout him le.

& i've did to!

so happy.

hahas

anyway he wont be thankful at all if ur there for him.

saw him in trouble.

yet i managed to not giive a damn!

hoho.

caring for someone who is not appreciative,

is being crul to yourselve.

sucks

2007-09-29T16:09:00.000+08:00

awee...

jus heard smth bad..

wtf siia..

so wad's bout having a bastard in your house?

yea,smth of sort will happen..

sian sia...

why must it be me who's always taking up all these crap.

fine,not here to whine & complaint.

MAYLEE wont whine & compliant when ii met all these fucking crap.

erms.

living those fucking crap aside.

it's only 8 days away from EOY!

whoppy crap.

i haven really started on revision on those subs~!

only did it for my science.

& bits of my math.

haiish.

MY ART!

still got lots of crap to move on!

Godzzzz...

anyway,

ii going All out for my art.

doing on wildlife,

whereby i'll be drawing small creatures,

lyk hamsters & squrrials.

yeps.

Eng!

caculated my Marks.

ii need to score a 51% for my EOY to pass.

yea,im going all out too.

other subs.

ii've yet got e stress for it..

& that made me worried more..!

it means that ii haven really cared bout it!

which is bad bad bad.

when time is to come.

ii will feel more pressurised!

WTFFFF!!!

anyway.

okayy lahs,

lets hope & pray for the better!

ii seriously hope that this fucking bastard in my house can generate more of his brain yar?

ohhh yarrrr....

ii saw SECRET de soundtrack (limited edition) ytd!!

ii want to get it!

it is a must for me to get it!

yuppy.

it's so damn tempting.

nxt up will be e DVD.

ii want MONEY!

yeahs,

18oct im going to hunt for job!

Liife sucks,

im not going to make it better.

it sounded so typical.

still...

im forced to move on.

...

2007-09-16T03:34:00.000+08:00

hoho.

ii fiinally liinked up all e people whom ii owe...

soo...

iim out of debts!

hahas.

hmms..

liife's stressful.

Engliish iis lyk shyt.

School sucks.

band...........

no comment.

yepps.

anyway.

im going to conquer english!

yes!

do or die ii must make it.

iif not MAYCHRISTINALEEYIJIE iis going to periish frm e world.

& die!

yeahs.

working hard to meet THEIR expections.

to fulfill THEIR dreams for me.

to NOT dissapoint THEM.

im doing all these for people.

_____Maylee! dun sad! dun sad!...

tag 2

2007-09-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

hmms..

ZhengHao msn me to do thiis.

yeah.

quite intresting.

gonna put my ans up here.

ii lyk e intrepratation.

hoho.

1. sheep ; cow ; Horse ; pig ; Tiger

2. Sweet , niice , eee , hmms , calm & steady

3. Mr Er , Xinyuan , confidential , kim , Jasmine

4. 7 & Friday.

ii want my wiishes to come true!

(they are ALL for my friends,serious.)

so 7 ppl please do for me!

1.Sean

2Arthur

3.Simin

4.Blackman

5.yingz

6.Jessica

7.shaun

tag1

2007-09-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmms...

my day to return all e tags ii owe...

hoho.

e fiirst.

Can you name 13 of ur mates that u can think off the top of your.

Dont't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people.

This is a lot funnier if u actually randomly list the name first.

NO cheating...

(hmms,paiseh lo. kenna tagged de~ so ii knew e qns le,but ii placed e names randomly!)
1.ARTHUR

2.SEAN

3.Kimberly!

4.Yingz,Beef

5.Joshua

6.Simin

7.Peiyun

8.Junjie

9.Chih Ren

10.Kenneth

11.Mitchell

12.Blackman

13.Xinyuan
- how did i meet number 10?

hmms.thur his lao pa bahs.
-What would you do if you had never met 2?

No fun.hoho..no nice didi to tok to le lo.
-What would you do if 6 and 10 dated?

HAHA! that will be intresting. someone will go crazyy?
-Have you ever seen 4 cry?

yes! laugh untill cry counted? hehes. all reasons seen b4!
-Do you think 5 is cute?

woo......yes? lols! cute & sexy~
-How did you get to know 8?

stupid guyy....hmms. band lo. thur doing props making.hoho
-Would you ever go on a date with number 12?

eeee......hmms.go on date? nahs. give me $ also dun wan.lol!
-what's 7's favorite colour?

hmmms......good qn~ =X ii forgot le! sorry!
-What would you do if 6 confessed they loved you?

hoho! ii LOVE HER TOO!
-Fact about 9;

hmmm.... skinny! hehes.
-Who is 1 going out with?

hmmmmmmmmmmm. (ii dun wan to die!)
-Who is number 3 to you?

one of my Best pals!
-Would you ever live with 13?

live wiif her? lols. sounds lyk stay cat.
-Is 11 single?

yes bah?

Is he going out wiif someone frm northpole???
-where does 4 live?

Moooo.. Newzeland~
-what do you think about 2?

nice didi~ (only if he dun make me angry)
-What's the best thing about number 8?

hmmm..... need to really think HARD to get 1 good thing.

haha. jiang yi qi !
-What do you like about number 4?

Everything!! she's my Mooo Husband!
-Favorite Memory with 1?

ermmmm..... always hanging out wiif me when ii need ppl to go astray wif. LOL
Tag 5 people to do this!

Yingz . Shuan . Kimberly! . Xinyuan . Chih Ren

hoho! HAPPY TEACHER DAY

2007-09-01T01:51:00.000+08:00

Hoho!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ;

HAPPY INSTRUCTOR'S DAY !!!

had an enjoyable day actually.

despite all e talk which cos emoness.

yepps.

Went to sch as usual.

PE lesson used as class cleaning.

made some flowers in klass.

( [pri sch bk mark] method)

gave KhengKheng 1.

den Tan TH came in,den ki siao.

lols.

yepps.

aft lesson.

went up hall.

kiinda siian.

assembly.

lunch-ed wiif kim.

=(((

wanted to giive Chongchong & Limlim 1 each too.

but jus dint meet em.

(my ai xin haven giive out yet.)

den went band.

okok.

played Jap grav 12?

yea,

niice,

got this spaceshiip ; yamato part.

hoho.

!!!!!

DingXiang came down to teach us..

hmmms.

once iin a bluemoon huhs...

hoho.

but sadly.

we've yet prepared his giift sehh.

play-ed e song.

jap graf.

dun feel well aft that.

siick agaiin seh.

den aft band.

giive e giifts..

falled-in ;

falled-out.

go cp buy food.

wiif Arthur, Kim, Josh, Blackman, JJ.

den we go Arthur hs dwnstaiirs eat.

played blindmiice.

ii suggested to go beach.

Sooo...

Me.Josh.Arthur & Blackman went.

bus-ed to punggol mrt.

bus-ed to punggol beach.

(toopid joshua!)

very dark place.

but not quiet.

ii lyk e sky & e peacefulness.

niice.

yar.

den aft awhile.

walk all e wayy back to punggol plazza.

ii loved e journeyy back.

so peaceful.

we chatted.

it was a niice chat.

had tym & e peacefulness to think over iit also.

hehes.

niice 1.

mom droved us back frm punggol plaza.

yepps.

reached home le.

super super tired.

bathed.

chated on phone.

slack-ed infront of e comp.

played e toopid game.
[ http://notdoppler.com/theimpossiblequiz2.php ]

wanna slp nw le.

tmr.

miight be.

should be.

must be.

meeting simin at hg mall.

to study!

to make giifts for......&.......&.........!

to buy giift for DingXiang!

yeah.

MAYLEE!

please puck on ur studies!

now iis e tym!

ALIENISDRIVINGMECRAZY.

UFO!BRINGTHIS1AWAYPLEASE!

___jiiayou................! .

Now iis e tym for you to ZHENGZUO!........

/...

2007-08-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

haiis.
ii hope iim lyk getting over all these crap?
hmms.
but thinking of it makes me real siick.
jus nw jess told me.
mom asked her to motivated me to studyy.
as for why she did not tell me herself.
iis dat she find it useless.
ii dunno lehs.
she knows me.
ii think that's e wayy too.
siian sian.
=((
hmmmms.......
haiis.
stress.
ii dunno what i'll be played as.
im felt jus lyk a pathatic chess.
being placed at somewhere each step.
where would ii be e nxt 1?
place me in hell?
lols.
okayy.
not e tym to be so negatiive..
ii want a better liife!
it sucks now..
seriously do..
.
tym NOT to be so sick.
okayy.
as for now.
iim at Mitchell.
staying over here.
ii dunno iif i've made a riight choiice.
im wearyy riight now.
afaird.
of what will happened nxt.
maybe my chess board would be folded up,
& threw riight iinto e dustbin.
hoho.
who knows......
.
haiiya.
ii dun understand siia.
whyy is everything so suckiie for me?
or iszzit jus dat only im e 1 seeing it lykdat?
ii feel very very guilty seriously..
now ii know.
my mom iis concern.
for my studiies.
ii feel worse seriiously.
hmms.
okay.
made up my miind.
be a good giirl giirl frm todayy onwards...
yepps.
todayy will be e last dayy ii having fun...
.........aft exams!
im glad dat people care for my result actually.
& it also means....
stress stress!!
.
God..
Dont let me feel given up my many.
ever agaiin...
please please.

suckie

2007-08-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmms.

everythiing iis trying its best to hit onto e riight path?

ii guess so.

it's niice to hear that.

but ii dunno how long im going to take.

haiis.

depression iis much better today ii guess.

though lesson still sucked alot.

im lyk heading to hell every single day in e morning wiif my bag & books.

more & more F word are coming out from my mouth each day.

ii din't want that.

ii dun lyk vaugarities either.

but jus couldn't help it.

ii seriously feel much better,much destress everytym ii use vugal.

so sad huhs.

im getting so pissed by my school work each day.

though ii does not have much of em.

but it's still so taxing.

ii dunno why.

band is not that pleasing anymore.

going to band used to be my only happinese in sch.

ii dun see that anymore.

things dun work out that way anymore.

ii still love music.

but ii've lost my sense of belonging to e sch.

sch took our spirits away.

that's wad ii felt.

never-the-less.

ii still hope that things can turn out to be in proper once agaiin.

feel real stressed up wiif school work recently.

bloody hell.

ii knew exams iis getting nearer.

ii dun need any bloody ass to remind & keep stressing me on that.

ii know wad to do.

& ii want to get started.

but ii jus cant help it.!

jus couldn't focus for even 20mins.

even iif ii really wanted to,

or tried to.

ii felt so suckiie.

feel lyk wondering away.

ii dun see any future now seriously.

yea.

only dead ends.

ii dun wanna fail my sec3.

ii told my pals about wad i'll do iif i really fail.

& im serious.

im not okay,

not at all.

so,stop asking me iif im okay,

when u simply cant do anything wiif it.

yar.

it's a total of useless.

dream come true.

yea,bull shit.

hahas.

ii dunno why.

but ii can sense my pals thinking that iim stubbon.

simply a pain in e ass.

so sorry for letting u feel that way.

ii dunno why im so negatiive either.

ii dint want to be lyk dat either.

who wants hell when they can achieve heaven?

all these started aft e bloody woo incident.

ppl ask me,

why ii jus can't adapt to these minor changes?

ii dunno.

im born this way, so sad.

ii felt that things are diff now.

it will never ever get back to wad it used to be.

since e very very starting.

how my heart was broken into pieces.

see how much trouble you've bought into my f**king life.

even iif im given wad ii want now,

it still wont be wad ii want.

so; i feel lost now.

ii dunno wad to do.

lost in space.

ailien,bring me away!

haiiisss..

there's nth in liife that's pleasing me.

ii want smth nice.

ii want a boyfriend.

ii want a loving family.

ii want good results.

sounds so easyy yet so difficult to achieve.

sucks sia.

my "werid werid" deasease is back.

once agaiin questioning,

[iif ii just dissapear out of no where,

will anyone giive a damn?]

&& ii seriously dun lyk it when people says that ii behaved lyk ah lian.

oh please. full of shit.

kill me please.

____imsuckie .

& yes,im weak .

..

2007-08-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

depression.

ii threathened.

for e fiirst tym in my liife.

"i'll jump off e building & huant u forever."

scaryy.

lols

dun believe ii did dat eiither.

btw...who cared for me anyway.

smth suckiie badlyy happened.

.

2007-08-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmms.

ii was browsing my friendster.

yeps.

den saw phe de.

& realised dat ii really missing her.

but..

ii wasn't sure of how to describe my feelings.

ii will a lack of smth.

btwn us.

but ii cant describe it. =(

anyway.

let me start off my post by..

Summarising what ii will say today.

lols.

(ii need to take a shower fiirst before ii continue my post!)

this is so ii wont forget wad to sayy later.

hehs

#1. Went grandma hs.

#2. Met up wif AILING.JESSICA.FION.HUIMIN. for movie.

#3. SECRET!

#4. the band.

#5. tmr.......

hohos.

okiie.

-off to bathe.- 12.47am.

hahas!

lets see how long ii usually take to go bathe.

(ii will spent a long tym stucked outside my mom's room' toilet.)

it's 2.57am now!

lols.

ii finished 1 moviie,

& a drama.

lols!

back.

#1. todayy woke up by my mom's nagging.

& my bro's irritating voices.

ii felt guilty.

e real fiirst word ii said when ii work up iis.

e F-er word.

scolded my bro.

he damn irritating.

keep tell my mom dun care me,dun wake me up.

bla bla bla.

ii hate it,

sucks.

den aft dat.

went to my grandma hs.

ii dun know wad going on either.

dey also nv tell me anything.

that's why ii wokeup late.

we were late.

they blamed me.

wtf lo.

they never tell me anything e day be4.

ass.

(iif ii knew ii would have to be stucked at ah ma ha,

ii wont go wiif em.)

den suddenly remebered that jess,fion det all going to watch SECRET.

so called em.

ii dun wan to waste my sat man!

met em at MRT station.

supposed to meet at HG de.

den they forgot bout me,board e train.

so change to KOVAN.

who knows,

when at KOVAN,they never board e train.

so.

iin e end we met at serangoon.

LOL.

Jess.Fion.HuiMin.Ailing.

yeps.

so we headed to PS.

den went to get SECRET,7pm tix at Cathay.

yepps.

went to play pool for an hour at 4pm.

den went Boardgame cafe for another hr.

so went to cine aft dat.

we were kiinda late.

e show started le.

den ii sat wiif a guy.

yar.

&....my popiah!

lols.

very funni.

ii bought a popiah.

den dun dare to eat,

cos e crunch would be very soundable.

so ii placed it on my lap.

den in e mid of e show.

ii heard a 'pop' sound on e floor.

MY POPIAH GONE!

lols.

whole thingy drop on e floor.

den cannot fiind.

my $1!

never eat at all lo.

lols.

so piaseh.

but heng,nobody elses saw it.

lols;

anyway SECRET iis worth my 10 bucks.

yepps.

niice & touching show.

& cine VERY COLD!

was lyk shivering aft e show.

lol.

den aft that.

wondered ard.

walk back PS.

window-shoped for jess' shoes.

ate dinner at pasta mania.

yeps.

den mrt-ed to buangkok.

walked back home wiif HUIMIN.

yea.

tired.

but slack till now.

lols.

SECRET iis a niice show man.

nice nice.

but ii guess we missed e very begaining?

saded.

anyway.

smth happened.

hehs.

Why ii dunno how to use LG choco???

wanted to type my email!

but ii typed wrongly.

(ii guessed so)

lols!

nahs.

not going to tok bout e band le.

damn tired riite now.

crap.

whoopy!

there will be another moviie session tmr for me..!

watching 881 wiif mom.

she booked tix le.

my bro iis an rritating ass!

selfiish ass.

only think of himself.

put e tyming at 3pm.

wad a suckie tyming.

we usually watch nite de.

but ii think he got things on at nite.

so he placed it at dat tym.

suckie rite.

ii want go ICE-CREAM wiif jess & kim de!

shyt.

mom also so irritating.

ii tell her den she say.

"den why dont u jus dun go movie wiif us."

wtf.

dun wan me go jui say lah.

why cannot say this to that ass?

he also got things on at niite wad.

lousyy.

unfair shyt.

dun care luhs.

anyway.

it's an enjoyable day wiif e giirls!

_____what a niice "giirls' day out!".......

w..

2007-08-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

erms.

another casual dayy.

monday was alwayys quite pleasent.

yeahs.

but will be followed by a very tough day ahead. -.-

sian though.

hmm.

ii lyk monday now-a-days.

hehes.

school starts late.

lesson was short.

anyway.

qurraled wiif bloody hair-less old man in math lesson today.

wanna smack his race man.

cannot stand it le man..

aiiyah.

dun care.

e fucking school is useless.

went piizza hut wif Kim.

to find Joshua & Arthur as today it's their fiirst day at work.

ate.

realised dat they are working in e kitchen.

yeah.

so dint really see em.

so.

i've decided!

to work aft my exams.

"firstly"

must really get serious for school work man.

today saw our Eng results & where we stands.

omg.

sad to know dat im e bottom few.

saded.

so..

ii want to pass my Sec3!!

okayy.

so..

let puck up.

however.

it's always easy to say,but so hard to fulfill it.

sian~

God bless me man!

okiie.

"Secondly"

i really need to start saving up man.

hmms.

a better word to use.

to stop spending.

hehs.

that's whyy ii wanna work!!

ii want money!

haiish.

my bank iis only left wiif 5% of what it used to have.

sobs.

yepps.

uh-huh.

hmms.

din't want to go to sch tmr de.

haiis

ii hate Tuesday.

it sucks.really do.

yeah.

but ii failed to 'miss' school tmr lah.

& ii feel that ii should 'face' it.

time iis running out.

it's no use for me to run away from realiaity.

exams is jus a couple of weeks away.

yes.

i've to make it.

"Be Still, and know that im God." psalms 46:10

___ii should appreciate whatever ii owned.......

=)

2007-08-13T02:41:00.000+08:00

bad boy.

hmms.

jus came back home.

went to fiind my dad.

frm my old hs dere.

he went to do e 7th month thiingy.

went wiif mom as ii wanted to study awhile.

woohs.

finally serious for once.

study abit eng & done some basic math qn in e text.

e rest all dunno how to do arghs.

yeps.

anyway.

i felt....

quite 遗憾?

e only word ii can think of.

as ii was out,

ii left my comp on.

yeah.

den got lot of ppl msn-ed me.

haiis.

i missed smth ii guess.

din't manage to lisent to my friend's pouring.

which im always glad to do it.

& really hope my friends could be more open to me.

feel so sad lehhs.

i missed it.

though ii got no idea of what happened.

i hope ii still can help abit.

giive me one more chance to be trusted.

come tok to me!

lol.

however.

this is e few words ii wanna share wif you,my friend:

aft what i've gone thur this days,

i've learned alot.

for me,

as ii said.

Love is happy

& suppose to be very 幸福 de.

but not weary.

fearful & stressful.

im sorry if im rather discouraging riight now.

but.

face reality,

giive each other a chance.

yourself too.

Love shouldn't make you feel unable to breathe.

爱到这么辛苦,到不如不要爱.

argh.

ii dunno wads wrong either.

but that's fate.

e Angle of Love (cupid) shot wrong arrow bahs.

saded.

yepps.

but nevertheless.

ii dunno wether i will do e riight thing iif ii ask u not to give up.

follow your heart.

ask God.

let his will be done.

will keep you in prayers.

(that's cheezy.)

i really hope dat both of your can be happy!

=))

dun be sad,

my friend.

__ii want to see your smile...

hehehs.

2007-08-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

hehes.

another "not so sian" day ahead.

it's a saturdayy.

so..

its church day!

yepps.

wahs.

friends all ps me today.

woke up.

had lunch at home.

den went CP wiif mummy.

she needa do some banking.

yar.

she drove me to expo at 3.30pm.

wah...

im e first to reach.

supposed to meet at 3.45pm.

but who knows.

even e fiirst runner-up.

came only at 4.00pm..

WAH.

fine.

anyway.

Dr A.R Bernerd wasn't that bad.

hmms..

hiis preching was quite intresting & chim.

hehs.

but dunno why.

still see many people around sleeping.

lols.

den aft svc ended.

was deciding wether to meet kim at Vanene's chalet.

in e end.

did not.

instead.

mrt-ed to bedok Mac wiif cell.

yeps.

den played worms.

funnniii...

hahas.

yaryar.

den 87-ed home.

arh.

haha.

he was indeed an intresting BOY as ii said.

lols.

ii not Bagua!!!

yupps.

anyway.

nice day.

though quite sleepy.

sch starting in 1 day tiime.

sian ahs.

yeah.

(.actually.ii got alot alot more to share.

but!!!

jus nw ii wrote my post le.

which iis lyk 3 tyms longer then this.

den got internet error!!

den sian le.)

God give me strength!

__you're no longer in my mind,boy.

oh boy.

you make me smile,lyk a fool.

you give me joy.

you make me realise dat,

love dun create pain,pressure&sadness.

love is happy.

but.

i cant asure anything.

i feel lyk an empty flesh.

i knew nothing about love.

hohoho

2007-08-11T04:52:00.000+08:00

hohoho.

phews.

my more then 10 hrs effort iis finally ready to show.

ii changes my blog skiin le.

ii swear.

ii spent my WHOLE niight doing it!

more den 10 hrs.

ii love it!

haiiz..

but very sad.

ii can't post e time..(ii guess?)

a few here & there to touch up.

wanna catch my sleep soon le.

it's 4.52am riight now.

yeps.

dun wan to be late for svc tmr!

nites.

__ii simply love my new blogskin! .

whee.

2007-08-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

whee..

ii enjoyed my days!

hahas.

okiie.

2 dayys never blog le.

let's begin.

___WEDNESDAY___

NATIONAL DAY EVE!

wahahas.

hmms.

niice day.

went to sch.

den played for e parade..

very siian de lahs.

yar..

Piiang.

e dunno wad inter-class games are so dead boriing.

it's jus for e sake of wasting e students tiime..

Bloodyy hell.

yar.

Arghh~

iin e end still miss my McDonal breakfast.

fiine.

sch ended at 11am.

den went to meet same old people.

yeshh.

XinYuan.Kimmy.Arthur.Kenneth.Mitchell.JJ.Joshua.ChihRen.Jiehao

& me went bowling at kovan aft dat.

yepps.

quite fun.

yea.

but so siian.

ii so noob luhhs.

but indeed very long never play le....

yaya.

den a few went off.

den few of us decided to go somewhere to rott..

oh yepp.

ii suggested to go punggol park de playground..

ahahs.

so..

Me.Kimmy.Arthur.Mitchell.Joshua & chih Ren went.

played hopscott there.

hahas.

so fun luhhs.

never play before seh.

no childhood.

lols.

okiie.

quite fun.

ohohoho!

hehes.

den we played True or Dare..

wahhaha.!!

its so dumb luuhhs.

each of us did toopid thingy.

Joshua : Go to e tree,Hug it.Kiss. & shout

"I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU BABY~"

wahah.

Arthur : Sit beside an indian man.

Smack e leg & sing "SMACK THAT".

haha!den he go lie on e man's shoulder & say "i love you"

muhahahahas.

so funni.

Chih Ren : Run wiif a jogger,& do "TONGKA"

hehes.

he kenna scolded "SIAO"

Kimmy : ii think she went to a uncle.

& said "WA SI SOTONG".

haha.

Mitchell : hahahas. he run to e track across some jogging man & say "IM PENGUIN!"

JJ : joined in a few china man walking & say

"NI MEN HAO,DA JIA HAO".

dumb ! hahas.

Malu siia!

den for ME :

ii go beside a indian man,

den try to seduce him by flinging my hair & say "SO HOT (in indiian accent) "

Muhahahas.

so funnnn

walked home at bout 9plus?

yepps.

alone.

walk e "primary school" route

hehs.

so much memoryy.

yar.

den jus niice.

BLACKMAN kored me.

talked on my way back.

good thing got people to talk to.

hahas.

ii ageed wiif wad he saiid.

he says dat aft he left e band.

theres no more gentelmen left.

hohoho.

yar lo!

true.

Guyys.Search your soul bahhs!

hehes

okayy.

.THE END.

___THURSDAY___

hohoho.

NATIONAL DAY!

quite a niice & unexpected dayy.

yeahh.

met BLACKMAN at long-john for lunch be4 meetiing 'em at Parsir Ris.

yar.

Lunch-ed.

den took 88 to parsir Ris.

Met.

Arthur.Jessica.Kimmy.JJ.

Euzanne.Andyy.Michelle & friends

went to Andyy's hs for cell.

den play some weriid game.

hahas.

den me. Jess.Arthur had to do forfeit.

toopid luhhs.

arthur acted as Pregnent lady.Me doc. & jess nurse.

dumb.!

den aft cell.

arthur dey all went off.

yepps.

me & BLACKMAN joined e cell for dinner.

den aft dat go DownTownEast play pool.

Me.Michelle.Don.Kelvin & Steven.

at fiist e auntyy dun let me go iin e pool thingy de.

ii never bring my IC!

yeah

den aft dat.

managed. to go in.

she also bo bian.

yar.

den play play a bit!

so fun...

ii wan go play pool nxt tym!!

people! jio me!

yepps.

&amp;amp;&&!

Kelvin iin an intresting guy.

hahas.

so funni & cute lahs,his action.

fiinefiine.

den.

went to eat KFC den 89-ed home.

walked home from hg mall dere.

yeps.

Thankyou dat gentelmen for sending me home.

wahahas.

yar.

btw.

ii wanna change my blogskiin soon leh.

hohoho.

still deciding on a few of em.

yeps.

indeed quite siian wiif this old 1 le..

but but..

ii choose de few iis black blackground.

hmms.

den my past posts will have diff to view lehhs.

sian,headach..

never-the-less..

be excited for my new blogskiin.

hehs! =DD

btw,BLACKMAN iis Donavan =D

__once again,love my friiends! ..

=))

2007-08-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

now ii realised that this iis my FIRST post for AUGUST!!!!

wahahas.

great great.

this few days.

quite a numbers of thiingy happened.

yepps.

lalala.

lols.

dunno how to start.!!

____Saturdayy____

iin e morning..

so damn damn angryy wiif 'em lo.

days ago ard tell em bout the day.

sayy wanna go e boardgame cafe before goiing FOP together de.

denn...

all forever de lo.

e day be4 say wanna meet at 11am at CP.

as we've to meet E98 at 12pm.

den ii woke up at 10am!!!

waiit.waiit.waiit & waiit

den at fiirst say wad jj have tuition till 12.30pm.

den okiie.

ii suggested we waiit for em lo.

den waiit till 1pm.

all dissapear.

kim.MIA.think she sleeping lo.

den.

Arthur also dissapeared.

den kor joshua.

he say wad Arthur went out find people.

den say wad.

all dun wan go e cafe le.

dammit!

very DL ard dat tym.

yar.

denn..

scolded joshua on phone & msn.

(felt bad)

& saiid wad ii dun wan care le.

den aft dat kor me again.

say meet at 2pm or smth.

forgot le.

okok.

den end,still meet em.

lol.

Me.Josh.Kim.Mitchell.Arthur & DONAVAN!

(suprised bahs.LOLS.)

yarr.

den went to e cafe.

Den go FOP.

Wahahahahahahas.

DELIRIOUS?!!!!!!!

deyy rawks man.

we all so hiigh aft hearing em singing.

ii want LYRICS!!!

lols.

yepps.

(so sad.haha.as joshua was late,together wiif Chih Ren,theyy failed to enter e hall)

ended at 10 plus plus.

ii bought delirious Album.

so niice lah

ii really lyk em alot alot.

yesh~

den wanted soo much to get their signiature de.

They dun allow me!!!!!

aft that walked to KALLANG MRT.

den,took last train back to Parsir Ris.

den took cab to Punggol.

den Walk frm Punggol back to home.

wah~

it's lyk S'pore Big Walk man.

walk lyk siao kia!!

reached home at 3am

but.

ThankYou BLACKMAN & joshua for walking me back.

hahas.

__niice day aft all.

DELIRIOUS? rawks~

____Sunday____

actually.

todayy supposed to meet at 2.30pm at DTE.

Me & joshua to treat Arthur for lunch.

denn in e end...

we waiited for Joshua for whole full of 3 hrs.

sitting there till 6 plus plus den joshua come..

wanted soo much to smack him ah!!

ohoh.

& btw.

Alvan happened to be near DTE.

so ii asked hiim to come over to joiin us.

indeed.

den aft that we went to TM.

go metro sales awhile.

in e end ate at Hans.

aft that.

Alvan & Joshua left.

Den we went to watch Simpson..

Wahahas.

it's so cutee & entertaining.

yepps.

ohh.

ii really wanna say..

erhhs.

ii realisied ii alwayys smack & wack u guys leh.

hahas.

ii felt guilty le.

iim hoping that it's not too late for me to dissepline my lil' hand a bit.

hehs.

im sorry!!

den went home.

yeps.

once again.

ii had diff thinkings bout relationshiip le.

yeah~

let natural take it's cost.

(got such thingy?)

yar.

den.

ii realised smth fun & intresting!

in delirious?[a band of 5 hunks]

only 1 guy iis not related to any1 of em.

wahah.

e rest iis all related thur marriage.

1 of e guys had 3 sis.

den e other 3 guys married each of e sisters..!!

lol!

godz,lykdat also can.

so cool.

& Martin Smith,who iis e lead singer .SHUAI!.

iis married to e sister called Anna.

& have got 5 children.

so cool luhhs.

ii lyk DELIRIOUS?!

sian sian.

tmr iis monday.

sch so dead.

aft that got rehasal.

God is Good,

All e time.

All e time,

God is Good.

___ii want more of your presence,Lord.

gfhj

2007-07-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

arghs.

today supposed to be a not-so-bad de day.

but never turn out that niice leh.

siian.

anyway.

in sch still quiite peaceful.

morn.

have breakfast.

hehs.

Beacon iis nice!

den when to sch.

orhs.

got ST.

morn wanted to ask my dumb dumb teach me.

but in e end.

so 'overwheming' over there.

siian ard.

dun feel lyk doing any elses shiit.!

Forget iit den.

flung it.

dunno wtf iis wiif my chem paper.

diff lang??

monday.

bored bored dayy..

wiif bored bored lesson.

okay.

sleep & "holy" thur chi lesson.

lisent to my worshiip songs.

sliight improvement today.

nv sleep throughout.

slept abit at stupid F old man's lesson.

den wake up at last few mins.

do ALL e qns in e worksheet.

yea.

(by that tym,he only go thur e first 3 qn)

RAN all e way up to 3rd story to ask Mr Lim qn once bell rang.

*panting.*

lyk siao kia lyk dat sia!

cannot take iit le luhhs!

yea.

so overall sch iis okiie.

still quiite hiigh aft lesson.

den aft lesson went for Amath test.

still okiie.

ii hope mirical happen.

let me pass.!

5/10 ii happy le.

den went for sect.

when joshua iis asked to teach newbie jianhao.(lol)

yepps.

rot awhile.

till evening.

waiit for kim to come back frm geo triip.

went to CP.

Arthur & josh fastiing.

so suggested that we go liibary sit sit.

borrowed 2 books.

*here my emo-ness started.*

ii also dunno.

so fucked up insiide me.

ii dunno why!

nobodyy offended me.

ii did smth whiich ii really really regretted soooooooo much!!!

ARGHHS!

maybe iis because of dat.

ii actually saiid smth that ii should not say

very scared sia.

ii dun wan history to repeat itself ever agaiin.

iif there's a thiird person who knows that....

iim VERY SURE.

misunderstandings will start to form.

so....

ii simply pray hard & hope that NOBODY elses would know this!!!!

feel very aggitated now sia.

Super Damn Extreem!!!

God is Good.

__God loves me lots.

GOD LOVES ME!

2007-07-29T01:21:00.000+08:00

wahahas.

todayy iis e day.

whiich ii looked forward to!
=))
indeed..

it didn't dissapoint me at all..
yes!

went to church..

e holy place where deliverence took place.

yea.

im set free!
GOD LOVES ME!

JESUS LOVES ME!

yes yes.

felt joy for e fiirst tym ever.

great!

ii felt real great.

im please that Joshua & Arthur felt e love of God too.

=))

anyway,

jj.chic ren.kim.

came too.

but for e special deliverence svc..

den went outsiide wait for us..

erms.

aft e svc.

we exchange our thoughts wif em.

hahas.

ii guess they dint believe bahs..

but anyway God's great yea.

ii've to fill myself wiif e love of God..

yea!

aft that,

have diff pespective of relationshiips le..

ii will not held on to u anymore le.!

jus see you frm far ii can say.

ii care for u.

ii think i lyk u.

but God's great!

hahas.

ii jus liift everything everything up to him.

he'll bless you.

& he loves you!

hmms.

let's update piicture!

our joyous faces~

in e train =))

me.kim & arthur's hand.hehs

kim!

dumb!

"Act" emo at bus-spot.

our legs~

Smile~

wah~ so briight.

nice 1. =D

.

2007-07-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

went vivo wiif ophe..

den bought Doughnut!!

my favouriite snack...

VIVO'S DOUGHNUT!

hmms..

frankly speeking..

it's not that fantastic..

but ii jus simply lyk it lots.=)

yepps..

love e blueberries 1..

shop abit.

bought my baobei junior's biirthdayy present..

a watch!

sry for wiishing u late late..

but...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SIMIN!!!!

that stupiid ladyy.

jio me go,

say wanna buy present..

but ened up buying nothing..

werido.

felt emo for e whole day..

very very down.

love sick ii guess.

lol..

tot iii suffer frm depressiion..

& probally would need some pills or injection..

arghhs..

hehs..

but..

im cured..

wif jus a simple prayer..

muhahahas..

ii sounds so holy..

hehx..

but it's so true..

yepps.

ii wanna focus on God,seriously.

hahas.

so additional on e cold bath.

ii felt better..

hehs..

yay.

okay great..

im really really looking forward to saturdayy~

pst mike.

uh huh.

ahemms.

tmr got band..

*siigh*

band practices not that plesent recently..

dun lyk it..

siian lehs.

ii miss all seniiors!

ii dun miind playing 4th horn forever..

i wan my band to be good!

drop this subject bahs..

ii never lyk to tok bout this.

haiish.

charm ah.

ii very very slack recentlyy.

in studies ii mean.

sobs..

can sleep up to 5hrs in sch.

yea.

shiit.

this shall not be e way man!!

fiine.

lets fast & pray bahs.

lols.

tiime to be holy~.

wahahs

__depression's over~

time to get alive!

=((

2007-07-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

ii jus came out frm my bathroom.

ii bathed wif extremly cold water jus nw...

haiis...

ii jus wanna let my head 清醒 abit.

need to sort out things iin my pea..

really very complicated...

Arghhs~

thiings are getting hay-wired inside..

Jui Ming ah!

May Lee!

please dun think too much..

Okayy..

that's it..

im going to turn my back towards these..

& not going to care.

yes!

but focus on God.

My heavenly father...

yepps.

went to church on sat.

bought Joshua & Arthur along..

yes.

actually ii really wanna say..

thankyou u guys..

for going church wiif me..

cos wiithout u all..

ii won't have the courage to go back once agaiin..

hope that ur will continue to go wiif me more often..

anyway

ii love e feeling to meet God once agaiin..

it's great.

presence of God was there..

teared once since so long..

yea.

He shown me viision.

He wants me to hang on there..

ii should!!!

__clean my brain lord!

E98

2007-07-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

hmms..

todayy iis a niice day.

ii guess so?

it was supposed to be luhhs...

im pleased that "some things" never really affect my mood...

hehs

went for E98 BBQ gathering..

(sean says E98 sounds lyk some kiind of UFO)

Arthur.Kimberly.Joshua.Sean & JJ...

we went..

supposed to meet at 4.30pm..

go buy BBQ food..

("u all havent pay me yet!!!")

then joshua.sean.&JJ ended up meeting us on bus at 5.30!!!!

what the!

yeps..

so set off to Simie.

to cheryl's aunt' condo.

den led em to e wrong condo...

wahahas..

sry luhhs..

ii LU CHI.

den Chat chat. Eat eat. Play play. Rot rot....

den went back to sengkang.

send kim home..

rot awhile den go back...

wahhs~

we saiid bout e creepyy thiingy..

hahas..

den joshua very scared.

so my mum driive him back...

it's a niice day bahs..

ii lyk my friends~

thanks.=))

hahas.

__Niice & tired dayy

.

2007-07-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

althoughh we still din't make iit................

tags replyy:

Vertyno: Thankyou uncle for ur support!!

haha.iim okiie le.

Adagiio: sorry to be so dissapointing huhs...

hahas.let everyone down indeed.

mayy

2007-07-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

woahh`

iim feeling exciited nw~

hahas..

im goiing to watch transformer tmr!

wiif my 2G peeps.

& Happy youth Dayy to all my peeps~

yippy.

cant wait for tmr to come..

paryy that ii wont be late..

ahahs

ohhs.

ii actually felt guiltyy...

ahrmms.

wanted to mug todayy de..

& to carry out wif my evil plans for that old man~

but ii jus simply failed to do so!!

arghhs.

ii was busyy asking people out for e movie.

yea.

that my reason.

& e TV iis soso tempting.

yesh.

& he kept calling.

ii dun feeling lyk toking man.

SCHOOL : had obviously started..

nothing to be joyous about.

it sucks.

ii really really dun wan to diie in that old man's hand.

ii seriouslyy wanna do well.

ii want to start to mug soon!

& for BAND.

still risking my liife for it.

props thingy iis killing me too.

oh man.

ii dint know that e exchange wiif karine hiigh school iis lyk this week?

godz.

the songs required..

it's still here & there..

save me man!

yeps.

wanna go for sect pract.

but e props thingy needed me so much.

no choice but to kan zhe pan bahs.

MAY LEE jiayou!!

godz

2007-06-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

erhs.

sch reopen iin 9hrs tym.

siian seh..

ii want holiday!

hmms.

actually ii think there wont be a bigbig difference.

btw sch reopen & MY holidayy.

cos ii think ii dun have any.

there's band EVERY single week during holi.

& it lasted even longer then school hours.

yes.

& additional of e props making.

about whole of my holi le bahs.

yes.

anyway ii simply hate MY school..

sucks big tym.

dun think iim going to say much bout it.

can't be bothered to.

yeah.

What fuck seh!

ii jus recieved a shocking news.

tmr got ST!

wtf luhhs.

got english ST..

okok.

fiine enoughh..

im prepared..

to fail~

godz.

trm there's sectional.

im going to use that tym to touch up my props making.

yes.

im sicked worried bout my props that's left at my grand's house..

are those bastard going to do anything wiif 'em?

better not!

or else im going to curse & sware at em!

__siick of e fact that sch holi had ended.

2007-06-22T16:23:00.001+08:00

ii dunno wad to sayy.

im glad that u care.

.

2007-06-22T02:41:00.000+08:00

im stund.

she's crazy.

how can she be so merciful?

ii havent seen someone lyk her yet.

ii still can't believe it.

this is too much for me to take it.

ii dun deserve all these.

i sware.

i will never wan to do things thaat i know i will regret.

untill my next life.

ii can't stop e flow of my tears.

i woke my bro.imagine.

y ouar etoom ercif ulfo r mem ygre a tfri end.

.

2007-06-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

ii dunno..

my feelings were all jumbled up nw..

ii think ii really did smth wrong?

sry iif ii really spoils ur day.

ii dunno wads wrong either..

yes.

i misunderstood.

but wads done cannot be undone.

ii can't believe it.

ii actually did this to 2 of my so best frwn ..

in this short yr.

so many things happens.

sry.

ii didn't know its her b'dae.

ii believed:

things that is broken can't be fixed back to it's most original.

pure

ii dunno wad to do...

& got no strength to do any.

sour.

bitter.

taers.

smth that was not seen for quite some tym.

but it jus appear..

out of no where..

=)

2007-06-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

the proclaims of e bloody war..

anyway ii did..

todayy was fun..

hahas..

had free lunch..

"PRODUCTIVE" work was done today..

(bleahs~fook lo. dare bitch us.)

yesyes..

manyy stuffs were done..

finished up e helmets.
axes.

armour.

2 swords.

yeah..

must thanks MAY's AHMA for lending & providing us with e store room..

hahas..

yeah.

we stored all our stuffs in my ahma hs..

Thankyou AhMA!

& AHGONG too..=))

thankyou KIMBERLYY!

ii know u had been very tired for all these days of help..

we DIE for it man.

hahas..

& there's tym u really wanna walk out of e place & go home sleep.

there's time u really dun feel lyk coming..

hahas..

ii sensed all these..

im giving you a BIG THANKYOU.

to you..

for making yourselve available EVERYSINGLE tym when we needed you..

hehes..

thankyou lahhs~

okok.

sch reopen ii teach you math..

although ii sucked too..

(better dun let me teach iif u dun wanna fail)

hahas..

lols.

from this props thingyy..

ii see through alot alot of things....

yesyes..

both good & bad..

ii see though who are e real friends.

ii see through who are not meant to be friends.

ii see though who can really walk with you,

when u are down..

thankyou peeps~=)))

__nv would ii wanna give a damn to you.

=((

2007-06-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

u made me feel so gum gum..

u made me cry.

ii've nv cried for a frwn lyk u ever..

u changed.

really changed.

ii doupted.

ii feel wearyy..

im devastated.

how can you.....

u are no longer my friend?

the way u alwayys speak to me.

lyk u are always right.

ii must always lisent to you..

maybe ii should.

but u are looking up for my "respect" everytime.

why is all these happening?

u no longer talk to me lyk a friend..

no longer..

=((

___ii cried

ii seriously did..

Miss~

2007-06-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

ii realiised one impt thingy todayy..

whatever happened iin band...

determinds e big big part of my mood & feelings...

yah..

so wad's going on todayy..

This few dayys wasn't as plasent..

hmms..

things wasn't riight huhs.

todayy was a Bad-Hair dayy . Bad-friend Dayy . Bad-Bad dayy..

yes..

bad huhs..

obviously..

din't do well in band todayy...

den kenna fed by those sour & bad bad words...

(by Er & nobodyy else)

it was a real hash one to me...

haiish..

please dun do that to me agaiin pls..

dun be so heartless..

who cares~

opps..

& todayy..

ii mocked at somebodyy's solo todayy..

& ii starting to worryy much..

Sryy..ii shall repent~!!

iin case ii would have anyy [Pao Ying]

haha..

ii wanna do well erhhs...

JiiaYou miightyy Hornists..

Mayy Lee Miss her Miighty Hornists seniiors...

Every single one~

o2Jam-ed a while..

oh yah.

ii dl-ed audition..

oh please~

it sucks to e core luhhs..

ii cant play!

lols..

is lyk..

kiinda dumb..

& so hard to get e key riite in tym~

fiine...

Wo Ren Shu!!

& ii visited e [stickgal.blogspot.com]

introduced by my bro..

yea..

a picture speaks a thousand words...

it's real intresting..

& e person's illustrations were great..

she did smth that not everybody could be able to do..

oh.

ii kenna spam in my tag..

vertyno explained..

dat it's not him..

yes~

ii believe..

but ii jus simplyy dunno whyy e ass did dat...

whoever dat guy is..

ii dun care luhhs...

did ii offend you?

growup lahh..

SMALL KIDS~

yes~

why bloodyy hell give a damn man...

wahhas..

ii went for A-math lesson todayy..

suprised?

lesson were fine..

we had moved on & on lyk bullets..

ii have to catch up 2 WHOLE chapter in 1 pathatic lesson..

suprisingly it was alriight..

not as tuff as ii thought...

yea..

but e prob iis dat..

she's moving so fast lyk no mama's buiniess...

stupiid lah..

e previous chapts ii flung it lyk some shyt~

& she can still move on lyk "too..too.." train~

hell.

aft amath lesson.

ii began to think twice about my feelings towards meow meow..

hmms..

it was bad luhhs~

cos ii can simplyy conclud it wiif a "haha"

yes..

"HAHA"!

lols..

dun ask me wad it means..

ii dunno..

ii miss 2G..

out of a sudden..

ii also dunno why..

ii miss my dearest Ophe.

Yong Chyn.

XuanLe.

Jose Pork.

Druga.

Prono guy Bran.

Zombie Ben.

Nic.

& many many more..

anywayy..

ii think theyy will hardlyy give a damn..

yea..

but who cares..

ii still wan sayy ii miss 'em..

misses wad we were in those days..

anyway.

we shouldn't keep looking back to e past..

look forward..

putting aside e fact that...

we miight never meet someone lyk this bunch of crazyy ppl again in liife agaiin..

but who cares~

we once has it..

& ii would remember it for liife..

so it's more then enough..

Mom spoke to me about my cousin todayy..

sayy he go for dunno wad eyes check up or smth..

(innitially jus to warn me for not rubbing my eyes that often..)

& ii suddenlyy jus misses him so much..

he's one of my "closest cousin meant-to-be"..

since young..

he has been my favourite "korkor".

hahas..

although in my whole liife...

ii nv kor him "korkor" be4..

lols..

but he doted on me alot...

ii jus simply lyk him e most within all my cousins.

ii used to chat wiif him on e phone everyniight..

can talk about anyything & everything..

spend e whole whole niight toking on e line..

but things were never e same agaiin since dunno when..

ii dunno wad goes wrong either..

it has been a long long tym since we meet..

hmms..

nope.

is since we communicate to each other..

ii dunno when were all these started..

haiiz..

ii miss those tiime..

forget it bah.

since ii said.

it's better for us not to look back into e past too often..

jus keep e memories well..

hope you have been doing well bah..

im not doing well.

i miss ur lame jokes lots...

& ii love it when u sayy that my sense of humour had increased...=))

those were e dayys..

when can ii hear all these ever again?

__todayy is a dayy for "missing".

haha.ii simplyy miss you guys so much..

. Mighty hornists . adagiio ophe . my dearests 2G pals . Alvan . those were e dayys .

=D

2007-06-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

wahahas..

ii shall blog todayy..

todayy made me realised..

how much ii actually enjoyed rotting at home!

ii never know that rotting & dying at home alone..

can be so so enjoyable...

hahas..

actually.

ii woke up in e afternoon..

woke up facing e emptyy house..

nobodyy at home...

actually quite angryy & sad de..

it's a saturdayy!!

& nobodyy's at home..

siian okiie..

wake up seeing nobodyy.

hiighly annoying.

thought at least can eat wiif my mom..

(ii was still telling kim dat ii eating wiif mom~)

but.but.but.!!

she went out le lahs..

wth..

den bro went to work..

den my dad,is forever not at home..

yeah~

coming back to e point___

ii phoned my mom..

she sayy she will only be home in late niite..

sobbs..

& fed-up.

but todayy was not a let-down.

hahas..

ii enjoyed silence at home..

-it will be perfect onlyy wiithout Nini's barking..

"stupiid giirl,dun bark lah.Idiot"

hahas..

dat's wad ii always scold her..

yar.

anyyway

ii finally got tym to playy my horn..

yiippy~

spent a few hours wiif it while ii dl o2jam~

ii have decided not to briing back my horn le!

why?..

cos when ii play at home..

it pulls dwn my confidence luhhs..

ii alwayys sounds so bad at home...

e sound sucks..

lyk got aiiry aiiry de..

siian...!

yar..

anywayy..

my frwn ask me go playy online game..

aft long decisions~

ii dl-ed o2jam..

oh godz.

yes...

iit took a bloodyy long tym..

it has been 8 hrs..

& it still have got 33 % to go~~~!

thanks to e off dayy for making props...

(Boss lazyy to start work)

ii managed to enjoyy liife for e dayy..

haha..

den in e late niite..

mom came back wiif my bro..

den brought us to gaint..

agaiin~

yes..

bought some stuffs home..

another good thiing for e dayy~

wahahas..

did ii mantion that ii miss my uncle tyno...

as iin we hasn't been toking for quite some tym..

yes.yes..

jus nw we finally spoke on e phone..

yepps..

ii love e fact that..

.You are my friend~!!

thankyou bro~

hahas..

know wad..

when ii feels down.angryy.sad..

u are alwayys e one ii feel lyk toking to....

hahas..

but ii dunno why..

ii dun really lyk to tok on e phone..

maybe i'll tryy asking my ears...

hahas~

ON YAR!!!!

my mom subscribed to channel AXN !

ii think due to e free-gift dat we can claim iif we subscribe to another channel..

nahhs..

we are not cheapsake..

it's a sumsung LCD 26" TV!

cool..

wahhahas...

& e most impt thingy iis dat.!

ii can watch SUPERNATURAL season2 on AXN areadyy!!!!

Woohoo~!

overjoyed seh~

okayy.ii shall end.

ii had a funni dream last niite..

a real werid & funni..

hahas..

made me thought thrice..

lols!

& this dream is enough to show dat..

ii dun lyk e 'a while feeling' guy..

yeah!

____thank God that ii had u as my frwn!

stay as my frwn forever please...

=DD

2007-06-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

Erhhs...

okay~

so wad iis e thingy that motivated me to blogg at e moment todayy~

its SUPERNATURAL!

=DD

ii think todayy iis e last epi in season 1~

& e ending made me go..

"wtf?"

good thing iis dat...

there's season 2!

this iis e reason dat ii did not curse & sware..

hahas..

okiie lah,ii not that un-glam~

the thiingyy goes lyk this..

theyy manage to get awayy frm e devil aliive...

but aft that.........met wif an car crash~

dumb?

yes!

it ened wif a car crash.!

fine fine..

but ii dunno when ii will get to see season 2 seh~

cannot waiit!!

im crazyy bout SUPERNATURAL~

band:

actually todayy ment to be a fucking dayy for me..

it did not start good..

& ii expected it to end badlyy too..

haas..

but i was blessed...

yea,wif a bunch of weriid people..

hahas..

no lah..

actually ii had real real bad mood todayy duriing band..

fiirst is so stress & f..up wiif e props thiingy..

den ii was late for band.kenna qn-ed.

i was fed-up~

den aft that..

really feel so sleepyy..

cannot take it le.

really...

den when mr Er teachiing e clariinetists.

ii allowed my heavyy eye.lids to rest..

den aft that suddenlyy he come check me..

wah.

im lyk so tired lahhs~

den dunno why..

nth get into my braiin... sobs..

den kenna scolding.bitch & wad so ever..

=(((

den made me emo..

okayy.

but good thing.

aft that..

go find food..

wiif kim.sky.&jj

den walk walk walk.

for so long..

iin e end still go back to kfc...

den aft that met wif jessica .arthur deyy all..

den we went tp jj hs...

play intru..

godz~

my horn kenna abused..

!!!

hahas..

theyy make me feel better...

thiis is e dunno how manyy tym ii go 'bersak' aft band...

yepps..

theyy make me smile finally~!

haas..

actually kim is e first~

she tok bout pri sch thiingy..

den make me joke & laughh..

ii miss my pri sch liife.~

so innocent..

so sweet.

haas..

den jus nw go things hapened..

felt so sad.

so sad & angry

made me doupt if she's my real frwn~

ii shall not reveal too much...

yes!

& ii shall not lyk him!

it's a no no no....!!

lets make sure that..

that's jus an 'a while feeling'.

yes yes!

=DD

be faithful to meow meow~.

although ii knew he wont giive a fucking damn.

yepps~

__ii lyk my frwns~

XD

2007-06-13T22:36:00.001+08:00

hahas.

thiis is fun...

& it iis rather ture....

tryy it~

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Kimberlyy is your soulmate.

You truly love Meow Meow.

You consider Xinyuan your true friend.

You know that Miighty Hornists` is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Adagiio Ophe for the rest of your life.

You secretly think That 'him' ? is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that [ Beef ] is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Joshua is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Joshua changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think [ Pork ] is shy and nonconfrontational. And that [ Pork ] has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

tired

2007-06-13T02:13:00.000+08:00

yiippy~

=))

finally tiidyy up my links le!

& linked up ppl who ii missed out..

im so tired...

cut my words short bah...

niites~

SLEEP!

sobs...

2007-06-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

Awee~

sad sad..

hahas...

ii jus fiinished watchiing e show WINDSTRUCK...

omg..

it's so niice..

it's my favouriite show actually..

so touching...

ii criied through out e WHOLE show luhhs...

e fiirst tym ii watch it is lyk last yr...

den todayy watched on cable...

dunno whyy 2 channel show e same show in diff tyming...

then ii watch 2 tyms cry 2 tyms...

hahas...

watch 10 tyms cryy 10 tyms...

very sad de show...

touching..

yea..

ii recomand thiis show~~!!

yepps...

anywayy..

had been goiing to band this holidayys...

okiie lahs..

complains about band practices were lessen le...

hahas...

but felt very sad for e band...

haizz..

ii dunno wad to sayy seriously..

ii never fails to feel so sad & helpless every single tym when Mr Er say those stuffs...

very sad...

whyy must he sayy all those things ahs...

sounds as iif he is giving us up...

it's not wad we wanted...

peeps!

lets work had please~!

dun let him as well as our seniors down...

PLEASE~

okayy...

jus hope that we can do better...

CVMB jiiayou please~!

as for meowmeow..

this will be e last tym ii say [ii like you]~

hahas..

ii bet you will never know...

fiine.

im going to forget you !

& for my Beef~

You ahs..

better make a good decision...

dun regrate for who u choose ahs~!'

Mutton will alwayys be here by your side~!

Giive you e best supports!

Jiiayou~

__Mayy Jiiayou!

=))

2007-05-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

woppiie~

hahas...

finally manage to wriite smth aft starring at e screen for lyk quite some tym..

hmms...

did my mid-yr..

& got my result...

lols...

jus too lazy to wriite something for e past few weeks?

yahhs...

dun ask me whyy...

hmms..

not that nth happened..

a few did...

yea..

dunno where to start now..

hahas..

okkiies..

actually ii wanted to post some tym ago duriing exam periiod..

but dunno whyy aft starring at e screen for some tym den dun felt lyk le..

lols...

fiine...

anyyway.

mid-yr was over..

result was such a....."good grief".

ii actually proved my bro & mum riight..

they were sayying that ii wont make..

as ii have been lyk slackiing for e whole of exam periiod?

bla.bla.

who cares..

ii failed 3 sub..

& it's main 1..

hmms..

dun really wiish to revale too much seriiouslyy..

aft totalling up wiif e CA marks den update...

hmms..

todayy band resumed for e fiirst tym...

since break..

hmms...

as ii saiid..

dun expect too much...

ii realised that ii actually depened on my seniiors soo much iin e past...

ii miiss you giirls lots too..

hmms..

okiie

ii must start [[iintensiive HIGHNOTES]] training for e sake of myy beloved horn sect & e band!

yeahhs....

JIIAYOU!!!!!!

__ohh yahh..Yiingz still owe me SASHIME!!!!

...=O

2007-05-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

ii hope that things had areadyy ended...

& ii agreed..

nothing would help.

ii m also very tired.

so lets jus forget it..

face it with a more-matured attitude...

anyyway..

today spend my WHOLE night at my grand ma hs...

siian~

ii have alot of things to be done!

Godz..

ii want to start my mid-year soon~

but ii jus dunno where to get it started frm...

hahas...okiie,ii will deal it wiif my best!

btw...

a good news to be announced...

iim so honored to be e top in class...

for e previous socialStudies ST agaiin....

=12/13=

hahas...

SMILE~

this has pulled my level of confidence much hiigher once agaiin...

ahaas..

when yiing & me saw my score...

we both bust out in laughters...

hahas

cos its really not expected...

ii was telling her,e 2 or 3 marks failiures would be us!

cos we wasn't prepared at all....

HAHA...

"Got GHOST!! Got GHOST!!"

=))

__i've learnt to face things happily~

even if it's not that ideal.

darn

2007-04-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

darn.

wad on earth are we doiing man...

are we goiing to waste liife jus lyk this?

sryy. im not.

ii have spoken my appoligies...

im sincerlyy sorry....

ii think we have really deep misunderstandings...

wether iif we r able to solve anyy...

ii dunno...

haiis...

iif u seriously dun wiish to do anything bout it...

im fine wif it too...

let's jus stayy as a hi & bye frwn....

fiine enough?

neiither do ii wan to treat u as a enemy...

oh yah...

& iits all my faults...

to creat all these unwanted troubles...

*90degree bow*

my last regrads to my best frwn :

studyy hard!

ii alwayys know that u can do it..

mid-yr is round e corner...

do ya best.....

stay happy...

& never giive up your passion...

no matter how hard iszzit going to be...

maybe nxt yr..

to cope in ya studies & at e samn tym as e leader of ur dance...

make sure u hang on there...

ii send my best regards to you...

(ii may sounds so hypocrites here.)

you may say.yucks...

gross or wad-so-ever..

but ii sayy all these wiif my fullest..

wether u are going to giive a damn to iit..

ii have done my part.

__Love comes & go,

but friendship iis forever...

iszzit really that true?or its jus another lie...

....FUCK

2007-04-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

this is shit yea?

DAMN YOU!

2007-04-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

Liies..

stayy angryy please....

ii was fooliish,once agaiin...

doiing things lyk this...

don't forgiive me...

im not worth it

waahah

2007-04-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

ii had a great niight todayy...

went for diinner wiif e MEES...

we ate at sakae...

hmms...

although very far lahh...

hahas..

we went all e wayy to west mall...

but if so fun,and niice...

hmms...

met e 3 of em at hougang...

then we took BUS dwn to woodlands...

den took MRT down to bukit batok?(iszzit?)

hahas...

den on e wayy to woodlands..

we do lots of crappy stuffs on e bus...

wahahas....

ii thiink e bus uncle hate us!

lols.

den meet e other 2 at sakae..

ate okiie onlyy

not sayy alot..

after eating...

4 of us manage to catch a moviie...

200-POUND BEAUTYY!

I will complete my post asap!

anyway ii doupted so anyone reading..hahas..

its so dead,though its alive...

im insignificant.

=DD

2007-04-19T22:29:00.001+08:00

hahas!

dunno whyy im HAPPY todayy...

hahas...

ii know im werid werid werid...

thanks ying,my beef !

she iis one reason that made me SMILE!

anyway...

hahs...so funni

in chinese class..

my chinese teacher ask us to do test...

then mus seprate tables...

then ii ignored...

..she came and knocked on y table...

& suddenly says..

"sorry lah,i need ur to separate ur tables,*shocked* wah,why u so sad?Dun be sad lah..."

([turn to ying]"look at her face,why she so sad?")

am i sad?

haha...

ii dunno...

having bad moodswing recently..

which ii dun even notic..

DUMBASS....ii not sad lah!

hahas...

so funni..

then when she says so..

ii feel quite dwn...

then aft that that moron cheered me up...

hahas...

ii m okie!

fine...

besides that...

todayy went back to band for e first tym aft e result.

haiish..

sad..

so bad lahhs..

sort of dint expect Er would sayy such thingy...

but ii totally agree wiif it lahhs.

todayy ish e day i had been looking forward to..

yet afarid to...

yepps...

at fiirst go for e stupiid outdoor filming for sch song?

then ii areadyy sense got ' ShaQi '...

iindeed Er ask me got video phone to film him later dwn...

when he give his speech..

bad bad...

then say negatiive stuffs lyk dun wanna teach us le...

haiish...

POSITIVE please....

then indeed...

during band kenna so much naggings...

and scoldings too...

sobs..

ii agreed wiif wad he say..

we did not achieved wad we wanted...

is all because of ourselevs..

we cannot blame e judging this yr..

...haiis..

so wad to do?

jus jiayou & move on...

ii want to do better!

for end of yr concert...

we're going to giive our best shot yea?

yes ii do...

Do you??

so lets jus puck up...

and put those scoldings frm Er asiide first...

dun get discouraged...

& never giive up!!!

Lets show him that we are people who wont GIVE UP!!!!

ii seriious wanna to see our GOLD agaiin...

godz

2007-04-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

ii feel so TERRIBLE..

godz...

this is bad for sure...

haiish..

heard that bad lucks comes 3 in a row..

does BIG blow does that too?

ii jus had my second BIG blow todayy...

im sad..

ii saw him wif her..

omg...

& iim jus telling beef...

that thiis would be my worst worst niightmares iif it really happens...

& now my niightmare came true...

haiiz...

Whyy are my niightmares comming true now-a-dayys?

_ii shall not believe iin wiishes & faith anyymore..

it hurts more...

it seriously do...

let's move on...

__trust me...iit's jus dissapointments,one after another....

hmm

2007-04-15T03:48:00.000+08:00

ii had linked up all e people who asked me to...

hahas..

it took me a long long tym..

oh,and yea,

ii made a wadever ' truefrwn test ' try it!